hahaX.. tml's the so called last paper for midyrs.. speaking of that, i'm stilling slacking.. waiting for the night to come before i start studying my physics.. hahaX.. tml after 3.10 i'll be FREE at last.. free from all the notes, tys.. everything.. hahaX.. but i think next week is for me to moan.. think i gonna fail for all my subjects.. i saw a qns in my tys, then i dunnoe how to do. i saw the thing put FM (Further Maths) so i dunnoe ask ask anyone how to solve it. quite stupid of me. cos the qns came out for mid yrs. STUPID.. think i should really beat myself for not wanting to find out the solutions. T.T then econs and chem didnt go as smooth as they werent my best subjects. haiX.. waiting to fail.. hahaX.. if i can pass all my subects i will be SUPER happy already.. really.. hahaX.. =D

P.S. GOOD LUCK GUYS FOR TML'S PHY!!!

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why???!!! still cant believe javin got out.. 2nd best also cant get in.. 30% votes only.. haiX.. quite sad.. think the CSS ppl count votes that time forget to add a digit 1 in front or a digit 0 at the back.. still cant believe a guy who got the least marks could get in while javin could not.. haiX.. nvm... still have revival round.. hope he gets in by then. today went back to school for chem tutorials. then we were talking abt the CSS.. hahaX.. so funny.. me tell joan that we'll vote for javin during the revival round. then suddenly talk abt the SMS fees. 60 cents plus GST. then i suddenly remembered that GST going to increase in july. lolX.. think one SMS will become 1 buck le.. hahaX.. guys, MUST SUPPORT JAVIN KAE??? hahaX.. nanyang ROX!!!! =D

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hi guys.. sick today.. haiX.. quite sad that i couldnt go for the BBQ today. really really looking forward to it. haiX.. sorry to all my 4F'06 friends. really, i hoped to see you guys real much, but.. haiX.. u guys have fun kae?? hahaX.. me meet next time ba.. =D end of year we play hard together. XD hmmm.. thanks everone for the comments about my songs. i'll promise to write more songs. *grins. maybe some cheerful songs. hahaX..

yesterday, we went to NUS to have a "lesson" with doctor liew. hahaX. i was so happy that all my members actually went for the interview. i mean it was the last minute and everybody was busy but we managed to go for the interview. really very touched. NUS food was SUPER cheap kae?? i ate yun tun mian and it was only $1.80. oh gosh. and it was quite nice. hahaX.. here are some pictures that i took at NUS. =)

leopard. at NUS science museum. =D

the monkey who died in a car accident. he's one of the rare species. and they decided to preserve him. in the sci museum too.

this ish the map of singapore!! hahaX.. nice?? it's taken from satellite.

*grins. these are the pictures taken secretly by me when we're in the research office. hahaX.. doctor liew is siting in front of the computer. the one wearing the white shirt. hahaX.. actually, he's quite a nice guy.. =D

me and joan.. =)ME!!!

shanyi and me with "COOL" glasses!! =D


WE!! LIFE!! with dr liew.. CHEESE.. =D

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Suddenly feel like composing a song..
Hmmmmm….

我在车站徘徊了很久
时间一分一秒的流失
迟迟的眼泪
热热地从我眼角留下来

你已经走向自己的未来
而我却还在原点
默默地希望回到从前
回到你温暖的怀抱里

Chorus:

但时间永远都不会再回来
失去了就永远都不会再回来
我们的爱
在夏天满满的淡化

但时间永远都不会再从来
放弃了就永远都不会在从来
我们的爱
永远只能收在心堂的最顶头

不要跟我说对不起
你和我
都已是过去的人
永远只能做永不分离的好朋友

Nice?? Remember to give me some feedbacks kae? Will write a better one in future.. =D I promise.. hmmm.. this is the second song I wrote so far and the first Chinese song. lolX.. could not think of any title for it.. sorry guys.. =X

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hahaX.. i was dead tired today!! and SUPER hungry after the SMART financial boardgame competition. i was a facilitator and my job was to guide the secondary school kids in playing the boardgame. it was FUN but SUPER tiring. i was so happy that the thing ended around 5.30pm. at least i got to rest. but it turned out that we had to clear i-space and carry the tables and chairs around. i was hungry by them and went to the school's nearby hawker centre to eat roti prata. really tempted by joan. haiX. but the prata was super nice and super cheap. hahax. imagine an egg prata for only 1 buck. lolX.. hmmm.. anyway, here are the datails for the event. we had to meet at 730 in i-space the clear the area and pack the games nicely. hahaX.. at about 9.30am, the secondary schools kids began streaming in. joan's group has a SUPER kawaii guy. hahaX.. too bad he's younger and shorter than me. SEC 4 somemore. lolX.. wonder how guys grow nowadays. then joan was insisiting that the guy in my group was even better looking. hahaX.. think he's a malay or a mixed blood. anyway, my group members were very high and we had lots of FUN!! hahaX.. the SMU guy was so funny. hahaX.. always saying that i'm blur. which i seriously dun agree.. hahaX.. asked him lots of questions about the cards. in the competition round, our group did not win anything. the most was 11M, which i think was a lot. =) great job GUYS!!!! =)) the food was acceptable and NICER than the food NCHS always give us. hahaX.. quite a relieve that i'm in NYJC now.. *grins.

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another new day.. or should i say night.. hmmm.. i love mr lau's lessons!! i mean whenever we call him individually to ask him questions, he will give us some talks about his life. i love to listen to adults telling their past stories.. =) somehow, i made me feel better.. today is the lesson about regret. he told us that JC life is the most tedious as compared to secondary school or even university. if we can pass through JC period, we'll succeed to becoming a better person. i love this. obstacles. so guys, lets jia you together and pull through JC period together. =) heard of the word xian ku hou tian? maybe we'll be able to enjoy a better life after JC!! =D actually, in life, i regretted a lot. thinking back, how i wish i didnt do that. but on another hand, if i really didnt do it, i wont be who i am standing right in front of you now. maybe that's how everyone learn from their mistakes and grow out of it. =D hahaX.. that's all for today.

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another day of torturing lessons. actually i was super tired after travelling to and fro school. i slept on bus, mrt and everywhere else when i had the chance. hahaX.. even during chinese lessons. i was a bit guilty about that but i cannot help it!! sorry mr tan!! hahaX.. finally we finished the mindmap. hope everything goes alright and we can proceed with our interview!!! hahaX.. let me just talk about the prize giving ceremony that i attended today in Nan Chiau High School. =)

i reached NCHS at around 9.30am. finally back to my old school. when the school song was sang, all those memories just came back. i MISS my school!!! but maybe not that much since i already liked NY. but u all all know the feeling when u're back at the school which you accompanied you through a long period of time - a time where you are rebellious. you tried not to follow every rule as possible and be unique, so that you could get others attention. anyway, i was appointed a seat where i got to chat with my buddies peiyu and geraldine. hahaX. wasnt listening to the speakers or the performances as we were chatting all about our life now. found a shocking thing today - peiyu was in the same class as my PAE classmate, the one my whole class hated as he's attitude is just liek JUSTIN'S!! hahaX.. good luck to you, peiyu!! =) lolX.. then, the chior was really a success cos they're really a lot better than last years! and they got a gold award for SYF. anyway, i finally confirm that the top in subject award was for 0 lvl, not prelims.. hahaX.. still a bit shocking for me as a lot of people dropped from pure to combined science. hahaX.. and i could still get the award.. 80 bucks for me!!! YEAH!!! hahaX.. as for the distinctions award, they didnt have any money, which was quite sad. hahaX.. then we proceed to have our lunch in the canteen!!! buffet style!! the food was good.. sorry shanyi for not saving some for you. forgot all about it. anyway, i think it was hard to bring it back to school. heheX.. =X was quite happy that i top maths together with joan in the recent maths lecture test. a bit shocking for me cos i made lots of careless mistakes. hahaX.. =)

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