Thanks for the Memories..

2009-05-17T06:37:00.000-07:00

long time didnt post anything. back on request by some stalkers in my company. hahax.. you all know who you are right??? yeh, as promised i shall write about my incident with "witch". it was dated back a few days ago when me and my colleages, A and B. We wanted to apply leave to go to the zoo and we told "witch" about it. and guess what, she told us that we were not allowed to go and then asked us how did we manage to get free tickets to the zoo when we are not the company's staff. and he said that we have no rights to get it.. WTH... it's like, if we are not the staff, HELLO, why are we working for you now in the first place??? these are the companies benefits and why cant be be entitled to it! we conclude in the end that he was rather jealous that we have successfully ballot the tickets while he has none. and we didnt invite him along with us. HAHAHA...

just a few days ago, we shifted to our "new" work station. the place was super dusty and insects were seen crawling around. gosh.. no one evers clears the place! i guess this was the reason why i was sick now... keep on sneezing.. guess i have a sensitive nose.. during lunch time, we went to a supermart to buy all the disinfectant- moth balls, detol sprays etc. cos we are shifting our place, witch came to CONFRONT us about why we did not tell her that we are shifting our place. we were like thinking, since your position is so high, and always is the first one to get the latest news, how can you are not aware of it??!! then, we went down to our new workstation to pack our stuff. and guess what, he missed call me a few times and sms all of us to ask why we are not working. LOL.. this is ridiculous! we need time to pack our stuff right??!! furthermore, we are not even doing his work today! we are helping another colleague with her work and she didnt even complain about us arriving later than usual!!! i heard from my another colleague which was present at the scene that "witch" treatened to not give us our pay if we did not arrive within 5 mins. LOL.. anyway, sad to say, we didnt arrive within the 5mins. the most angry part was that, when we entered the room, he said sweetly, "Hi girls, where have you been? Why are you all so late?" LOL.. this like heaven and earth!!! what is this man??? and he is so petty that he bought breads for all the other staff but didnt buy any for us... LOL... nvm, 1 more month. 1 more month and i wont need to see his face ever ever again.

2009-01-27T06:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!! Shin nian akemashite! Omedatoo gozaimasu!!! =D

2009-01-25T05:42:00.000-08:00

飞轮海-寂寞暴走

作曲:杨子朴
作词:严云农
编曲:郭伟聪

这里的景色叫做曾经爱过
曾存在你的拥抱和温柔
撕开票根独自重游
票价是想念你的痛

你说做朋友并不是朋友
我们比路人还陌生得多
感情的废墟重建以后
谁会偶尔回来走走

我站在回忆的入口
搜集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
让我无法说泪是因为吹风

我沿着命运的箭头
无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手
谁懂在时间的秘密花园中你从没走

我说的爱你说的太自由
自由到彷佛我只是说说
未来的风景我没爱过
我只想念你的所有

我的爱你想你都以极速向回忆暴冲
他们能看见的是虚伪的从容

this is a new song by fei lun hai.. their newest album: 越来越爱... hahaX. and i think this is one of the nicest songs in the album.. =) actually, 留下来 and 雨是眼泪 are one of my favourites too!! hahaX.. thanks to them for accompanying me through my working days cos i'll always feel like sleeping after my lunch.. LOL..

2009-01-20T18:21:00.000-08:00

hahaX.. i'm slacking in the office now.. dun feel like calling up the people.. i rather fax or email them the details.. hahaX.. more fun.. lolX.. anyway, now my workplace only left me and my colleagues.. not very sure where the others went.. but mostly, the room is very empty.. think the people always have to go for meetings and stuff.. anyway, that's not the main point! the main point is i get to slack and FINALLY have the time to update my blog.. if not someone's gonna say UPDATE YOUR BLOG again.. hahaX.. actually, my job is very boring... always calling up the people and askin gthem stuff... and guess what??!! there's like 14000 people to call... OMG.. i gonna think of a way to call themm... ARGHHHH!!! although there's some without telephone numbers and we OBVIOUSLY do not have to call them, it's just the minority!!! i gues maybe 100 of them without tel numbers.. and you may like to ask, then how many did u call already? er... sorry to say, less than 1000.. HAHA!!! we have like 4 people calling and TAA DAA~~ less than a thousand... maybe cos we slack too much.. OKAY.. i shant say slack.. it's that we can only call people at acertain time cos mostly, people are not in their office in the wee hours of the morning and during lunch breaks.. anyway, repeating the words to every caller is DAMN tiring.. how i wish i got more mouths... or that i record my voice and paly it out each time the people picks up the phone.. LOL.. hahaX..

anyway, i've just started my japanese lessons.. i was.......... FUN!! absolutely FUNNNN!!!! the teacher is very funny and this made the lessons more interesting.. hmmm.. let me say some greetings i learnt.. hajimimashite! watashiwa xiangyu desu. Doozo yoroshiku onegaishimasu! hahax... COOL MAN!!! then there's the normal ohayoo gozaiimasu! arigatoo gozaiimasu! oya suminasai. (means please rest) sumimasen~ omedetoo gozaiimasu! doo itashimashite! hai! hahaX.. now i'm trying to memorise the jap characters.. hahaX.. it is hard! lots of curves in the words.. LOL.. heheX... =)

2009-01-07T03:31:00.000-08:00

YAWNS.. stretchhhhhhhhhhhhh...... i'm dead tired now... today is the third day of my work and i still haven start on my assignment AND, i'm already soooooo deadddd.... life is so mono... early in the morning wake up brush teeth, eat breakfast, take the crowded MRT train, transfer to bus, walk to workplace, slack there, talk bus to MRT station, take MRT, walk home, eat dinner, bathe, sleep... ZZZZZ.... what a boring life.. guess i chose that myself and i dun have the rights to complain.. hahaX.. BUT THERE IS A THING I WANT TO COMPLAIN!!!! THE FARES FOR BUS AND MRT IS DAMN EX!!!!!! i have to topup my card like every 3 days.. AHHHHHHH.. this is killing me!!!! and the foodcourt near my workplace is so ex too!!! AHHHHHHH... hope time really flies so i can end my work early.... in the meantime, i'll just have to bare with it and maybe find some alternatives... heheX.. i know i can do it.. JIA YOU!!! =)

2008-12-31T04:58:00.000-08:00

River Flows In You by Yiruma.

Well I tried
But I won't give in
That's alright
'Cause I'm going to win
Now I know
I've got to let you go
Now I see
You were never meant for me

Looking for your hot stuff
Baby, I need it
Looking for your hot stuff
Baby, tonight
I want your hot stuff
I got to feel it
Got to have your hot stuff
Got to have your love tonight

Ooh yeah
I want you back
Ooh yeah
I want you back

I remember the love in your eye
When you took my hand and said goodbye
I don't know where the river flows
But now I'm free
I'm not going to go down again

Looking for your hot stuff
Baby, I need it (Come on)
Looking for your hot stuff
Baby, tonight (Baby, baby)
I want your hot stuff
I got to feel it (I got to feel it)
Got to have your hot stuff
Got to have your love tonight

Ooh yeah
I want you back
Ooh yeah
I want you back
Ooh yeah
I want you back
Ooh yeah
I want you back

Hot, hot, hot
Hot, hot, hot
Hot, hot, hot
Hot, hot, hot

Looking for your hot stuff
Baby, I need it
Looking for your hot stuff
Baby, tonight (Baby, tonight)
I want your hot stuff
I got to feel it
Got to have your hot stuff
Got to have your love tonight

Looking for your hot stuff
Baby, I need it (Baby, I need it)
Looking for your hot stuff
Baby, tonight (Baby, tonight)
I want your hot stuff
I got to feel it (I got to feel it)
Got to have your hot stuff
Got to have your love tonight

Ooh yeah
I want you back
Ooh yeah
I want you back
Ooh yeah
I want you back
Ooh yeah
I want you back

Ooh yeah
Tell me that you
Do yeah
Ooh yeah
Tell me that you
Do yeah

Ooh yeah
Tell me that you
Do yeah
Ooh yeah
Tell me that you
Do yeah

2008-12-31T04:39:00.000-08:00

phew... finally i finished changing my whole blog.. finally i found a wallpaper i liked.. i especially love the background music. it's River Flows In You by Yiruma.. really think he is VERY VERY TALENTED!!!! i listened to his album while trying to figure out how to edit my blog.. maybe because i LOVE soothing music.. it really calm's your nerves and it helps one to sleep better!! hahaX.. anyway, i went to GOOGLE about Yiruma. is a South Korean piano music composer. He is married to Miss Korea, Son Hye-im. maybe i should get one of his albums one day!! heheX.. =) hahaX.. anyway, i made a grave mistake.. i thought bella's lullaby in twilight OST was river flows in you.. OMG.. just found out today!! hahaX.. =X just an update: i found a job recently. i'm going to start work next mon 5th jan. it's an office admin job at Ministry of Manpower. =) btw, happy new year in advance!

2008-12-28T06:06:00.000-08:00

someone recently asked me to faster update my blog.. SO, to not disappoint HER, i shall UPDATE MY BLOG NOW. =D

heheX.. here's my life... i'm currently very very BROKE as i cant find a job that i like. I'M JOBLESS!!!! sobz... i went to lots of agencies but till now, no news... ='( many ppl have asked me not to be so picky about jobs.. but... i really hope i can find one that i like.. no point doing one that i dun like right??? and what if the pay is really bad and that the venue is really far away????!!! AHHHHH.. that's why i'm still stucked at my lovely little house, watching movies and reading books... i've recently been so OBSESSED with twilight that i watched the movie 5 times!!! And guess what, i'm going to watch it again in the cinema tml with viv, eun, sy and kim.. hahaX.. that makes it 6! and i'm currently re-reading breaking dawn after i finished twilight. and i'm always re-watching wang zi bian qing wa... nice show!! oh ya, i'm also watching forensic heroes 2.. i'm suddenly so addicted to detective shows... heheX... =)

christmas passed by like any other day.. except i get to meet up with my cousins and have a nice turkey dinner.. =) my big bro went to thailand the next day and left me to take care of the hamster. i wonder what happens if he goes to army soon.. hahaX... blog again soon!! got to go watch my show now.. =) BB and tcare everybody!!!

2008-12-09T04:38:00.000-08:00

Woots.. finally i think it's time to post my prom pictures.. actually, after my prom, i've been lazying around.. watching movies, drama series over and over again and finding job as well... i really envy those who did find a job or is working now.. I DESPERATELY need money!!!! lolX.. hahaX.. anyway, prom nite is really a blast!! LOVE IT LOTS!!! but the preparation well is very tiring.. everyday shopping for clothes and shoes... and suddenly, everything is over in just one day..*sighs... at least those pictures i took with my friends will forever be in my memories.. goodbye nanyang!!

my PW mates!!!!!

2008-12-01T04:15:00.001-08:00

the gurls..

left from bottom: yimin, hiuying, xinyu, jean, me, shiying, chinghong, amanda, aaron.
left from top: jordan, hanjie, jo(forgot how to spell his name. sorry =X), jonathan chia, changhoe, haobin, amos, gabriel, zongxing. =)

shiying, me and chinghong.. =)

shiying, me, chinghong in the front row. jessica, xinyu, huiying, jean and changhoe at the back.

beautiful scenery... =D

cool man.. love this pic lots!!! hahax.. it's me and yimin in the background.

my friends wrote the words using a stick!! 6c'02!!!!!

hahaX.. this is our primary 6 class photo.. SOOOO CUTTEEEE!!!!! =D

PS. THANKS shiying, our cameraman, for helping us to take so many photos.. not to forget chinghong and jean for organising this wonderful 6c'02 class chalet. also, thanks to all those who came to the chalet. i really enjoyed myself and hope we'll have another one soon!! =)

2008-11-27T19:34:00.000-08:00

hahaX.. was back from my 6c'02 chalet.. it was held at national service resort and country club. and it was near to CHANGI BEACH and the changi village!!! hahaX.. the bungalow was super big.. 2 storeys high.. it has a kitchen, 2 L-shaped toilets, 2 bedrooms consisting of 4 beds as well as a large living room.. it was even too big to contain more than 20 of us who attended the gethering.. hahaX.. we mostly spend oue time in the chalet as we were all lazy to walk out the beach. however, we did managed to stroll along the beach in the afternoon and guess what, we saw lots of aeroplanes taking off and landing.. hahaX.. cos it's near changi airport.. duh..

at night, we didnt have BBQ as planned cos the organiser was worried that it will rain that day and we ordered pizza instead. hahaX.. didnt eat much of the pizza as everyone was just limited to 2 due to budget constrains.. =) hahaX.. and then we started our TV marathon!!! there are lots of nice shows airing that day and yup.. SOME of us watch throughout the night. strangely, all the NY ppl were watching the TV shows only.. and we started chatting about our life, teachers, classmates in NY.. hahaX.. it was quite fun and surprisingly, all of us know about the "you know who". hahaX.. you know.. the famous girl in NY.. all those juicy gossips.. loLX..

i played 2 rounds of mahjong, teaching my 2 friends how to play along the way.. played a few rounds of card games and the usual "truth-or-dare" game.. as usual, ppl will sit in one circle and ask each other about their love life.. hahaX.. i learnt that even guys love gossips.. hahaX.. seriously, some guys even know more juicy stuff then us girls... hahaX..

me and my friends were discussing the postions and people we sat beside in class at day... i found out that my memory wasnt very good at remembering these stuff.. i even forgot some of my classmates' names as well as looks.. guess my memory was really that bad.. hahaX.. then my friends were quarrelling over the nicknames they gave each other during our primary school life. one even kept the book he wrote about the person! hahaX.. cant believe that we were so innocent and childish that time.. my friend even joked that cos we're from holy innocents' pri, thats why we were so innocent at that time! HAHA.. nice joke!

cant believe it right??!! i was the first to sleep!! lolX.. and i slept at 2 plus am, woke up at 3plus... slept again till 6.30am.. hahaX.. and that stupid "guy" still tell me "wow, u woke up alr.. how's your sleep last night?" ahhhh.. i'm so embarrassed lor.. i occupied one bed and some of my friends dun even have a bed to sleep.. they slept on sofa beds instead.. =X sorry guys!! the next morning wasnt much fun except wait for the guys to wake up before heading to take the free shuttle bus back home.. hahaX... call my dad to fetch me from the chalet as i am meeting my jc friends in the afternoon.. went home slept for an hour before going out to meet them at FEP to buy prom stuff..

haiX.. i'm super lousy la.. went out likeat most everyday but only bought my dress so far.. wednesday went out with peiting the whole day and we still couldnt find our shoes.. but we were like pratically just eating along the way! lolX.. going out ltr to shop for shoes and other stuff today! hope i'll be able to get something.! =)

PS. will post up the chalet photos on another post!! =)

2008-11-22T23:58:00.000-08:00

WHEEEEEE.... finally it's the end of the 2 years of torture... hahaX..and thats my A lvl.. but i guess i screwed it up as well.. life after As is even more boring then expected.. one week after my As and i'm already conplaining that i have nothing to do! hahaX.. maybe except shop for my prom stuff... which is just 10 MORE DAYS AWAY.. and i just bought my dress only.. which leaves me with shoes, makeup, accessories etc.... i have decided not to buy any clutch cos heheX... what are friends for right... sorry guys.. you all would be willing to help me keep my hp and my wallet right??? hahaX... looking forward to my 6c'02 class chalet!!! cant believe that we still have primary school gathering.. really admire my classmates for helping to plan this gathering... thanks ching hong!!! hahaX.. hope tml we'll have a fun day!! =)

2008-01-25T07:46:00.000-08:00

Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift

"Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see. "

it is so so nice.. and the lyrics is so meaningful.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2008-01-01T04:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!!!!! new year, new resolution.. OH NO!! older by one year again.. ='( *cries.. hmmmm.... May all your wishes come true this year.. good health to everyone.. study hard and take care.. To all those taking A level this year: JIA YOU Everyone!! must really work hard.. busy year ahead.. =) tcare..

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-12-27T19:46:00.000-08:00

hi everyone.. long time no blogging after i stop work. that sounds so ironic, cos i should be the one who have more free time after work. lolX.. actually i was rushing my holiday homework.. 3 more days to rush.. OMG!!! and i still got chunks to do.. ='( furthermore, i'm going out like almost everyday.. hahaX.. okae.. let's not talk about homework anymore. heheX..

today is my hubby mike he jun xiang's birthday!!! i'm here to wish him a very VERY happy birthday!!! tcare and hope your acting career will be better next year!! =)

HAPPY HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

hmm.. here's an update of what i've been doing in the past few days...

23/12: last day of work!!! my dad and brother went to see me @ robinsons.. didnt get to talk to them as i was busy wrapping gifts.. reached home at about 1am. suddenly felt very sad that i was leaving robinsons.. all my nice colleagues.. nora, fiona, sakura, jasmine, wan ru, daryl, grace, min fang, adeline, yi zhen and peiting.. hahaX.. our lunch and dinner dreaks together.. lolX.. imagine all the times our stomach are growling as we had to wait for the next shift to come before we could eat.. and the KFC trip.. and the maggie mee we had for lunch.. HAHAHA...

24/12: went back to robinsons with hl to find my colleagues.. so shocked that there are still so many people doing last minute shopping and gift wrapping.. met my second auntie at robinsons cos i just found out she worked there too after like 3 weeks of working there.. then i heard a very bad news that my first auntie was admitted to the hospital. i went to my nanny's house for christmas party at night!! drank red wine there.. that was my first time drinking it.. it was quite bitter at first, but subsequently, it was sweet! lolX.. =)

25/12: i went to the hospital to see my first aunt. but thank goodness she had already been discharged.. hahaX.. at night, we went to our cousins' house to have dinner.. christmas dinner again.. lolX..

26/12: nothing special except that our whole family went to east coast park to cycle.. actually i wanted to blade but it was raining heavily.. haiX..

27/12: i went out with my PAE friends.. actually we wanted to go to settlers. but the place was fully booked.. thus we could only go and watch movie.. hahaX.. so we went to THE CATHAY to watch "ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS"!!!! it was such a nice and funny show.. hehex.. i liek THEODORE and SIMON.. heheX.. okay.. ALVIN too.. lolX..

28/12: hey, that was TODAY!!!! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to mike he!!!

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-12-17T21:10:00.000-08:00

heheX.. this is my 50th post!!! so happy.. hahaX..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

just wanna say to my dearest shaowei.. happy happy birthday.. cos today's his birthday!! hope you have a joyest and lovely birthday at malaysia!!! see you next year!!! =)

heheX.. that's him...=)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-12-17T18:48:00.000-08:00

WOOTS!!! super high now.. hahaX... yesterday i went to 5566's pre-order autograph session.. i reached bukit panjang plaza at about 12noon. actually when we reached there, the queue was very long. then me and my friend decided to cut my friend's queue as she's in the first row. but there isnt place for us in the first row already, thus, we could only queue as according at the back. then, miracle happened.. hahaX.. the guards extended the rows. the people in front didnt want to move as they want to be in the middle to be able to see more clearly. so the guards ask those behind to go to the front. my friend reacted so fast, thus, we're the first to reach the first row. so, yes, we got to stand in the first row. we're so lucky!! OMG!! so we're the first 10 to go up to the stage.. =X but as about 20 of YES 933 people have the top priority to go up to stage to sign their poster first, I'm the first 30 to go up to sign.. super happy.. suddenly memories of going to their previous autograph session flash through my head.. 5 YEARS.. that was really long.. really admire myself for supporting them for so long even though there aren't any news of them for the past 2 years.. rumours going on that they're going to break or renfu's baby.. really happy that there're still many people out there who support 5566.. i saw alot of their long supporters.. and there're lots of new people too.. speaking of new supporters, i really dun like them. there was one girl who kept pushing and squeezing me yesterday. her mum was beside her.. AND GUESS WHAT??!!! SHE ASKED HER DAUGHTER TO PUSH AND SQUEEZE ME MORE!! that was SOOOOOOO.. ARGHHHHH... AND i was being pushed to the floor yesterday.. cos they were giving out banners for people to hold. then everyone was snatching the banners.. i caught 4.. heheX.. everyone caught 1 BUT i caught 4.. heheX.. the next moment, i was on the floor.. being pushed and squashed by 2 people i think. one of them is the new supporter.. NO BALANCE THEN DUN FALL ON ME LA!! then after the auto session, i found out that my leg was bleeding.. thanks to the people... although i was being pushed, squeezed etc, i still do not regret going to see and support 5566.. maybe I've already xin guan supporting them.. I'm not sure.. listening to their songs calm me down and gives me motivation. it also reminds me of the memories... . i think that going to auto sessions isn't a bad thing cos u get to socialize with people. make new friends.. friends who share the same interest as you.. =) really looking forward to their next visit to singapore.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-12-16T07:08:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! i'm SUPER DUPER happy today!!! hahaX..

firstly, tml i'm going to my long time idols' autograph session.. that's 5566!! hahaX.. i've been supporting them for 5 years now and i'm so happy that their new album will be out soon!! WOOTS!! heard their new songs today.. super nice kae?? OMG.. my heart melts....... =X and, it's so much of a coincident.. cos i've my off on every monday and they're having it on monday.. OMG.. okay.. i'm crazy.. let's stop it.. i should'nt neglet my he jun xiang.. hahaX.. XD

secondly, ISWAK 2 恶作剧2吻 is premiring TODAY!! that means i get to watch the first episode TML on youtube.. hahaX.. show you all some of the pictures.. heheX..

thirdly, my bro is working with me at my workplace this thurs!! hahaX.. so anticipating.. wonder how its like.. heheX..

fourthly, the crowd at robinsons today wasnt too many.. i could say it was managable.. hahaX.. saturday was the worst.. it was CHAOTIC!!! people everywhere was scolded at us for being slow.. pity my friend for being so unlucky to be scolded by that two STUPID women.. lolX.. my friend was so calm when she was being scolded.. if i were her, i think i will cry on the spot.. lolX.. furthermore she wasn't feeling too good that day cos she had a quarrel with her bf.. haiX.. cant the two aunties wait????!!!! the others behind her didn't complain, why must she??? lolX.. still say we double standard.. then i heard from peiting that double standard means 2nd class.. that's so OMG lor.. i think she's 3rd class MAN.. lolX.. i'm getting so heated up.. nonono.. i must calm down.. it's so not worth it to be angry with these people..

okie.. i shall end here... will update more next time.. must take a rest and prepare to meet 5566 tml.. =) heheX.. btw, thanks nv er for bringing my mike back.. heheX.. dunnoe that you are back from taiwan so soon.. hahaX.. should tell me ma.. then i'll go to the airport to fetch you.. heheX.. meet up soon kae?? =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-12-06T19:43:00.000-08:00

here are some of the pictures i took at my workplace..

me, peiting and yi zhen..

=)

the doggy bags i folded.. and the rolls of wrappers i rolled.. =)

10 rolls of wrappers.. nice right???? =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-12-06T19:23:00.001-08:00

finally 1 week of work.. hahaX.. Super tired.. i reached home at around 11pm yesterday.. had to wrap 200 snow globes before returning home.. *cries.. the total amount of globes we had to wrap is 1676.. OMG!!! that was a killer.. and yesterday, we lost 2 globes.. can't find it in our counter.. i'm so worried that my supervisor will ask each of us to pay of the globes.. that was half of my salary.. sobs... ='( Anyway, i met a customer on tuesday and she was so stingy! as in she bought 15 items.. as our policy, we can only give them 1 wrapper for an item bought. the most we can give up to 20 gifts. then she asked for 30 wrapper.. LOLX.. then when i turn behind to take the wrappers, she TOOK... NO! NO! i mean STEAL our double sided tapes.. 2 fresh rolls somemore.. i mean u can easily purchase these tapes at popular.. they cost less than a dollar.. why steal ours!! okay, maybe i was wrong about her.. but those who have brains will know that the gift wrapping counter is only meant for collection of wrappers as well as wrapping.. if we give away the double sided tapes too, how are we suppose to wrap the gifts???? make sense right?? i was super angry for that.. and she dared to ask me for like 5 plastic bags.. OMG.. HELLO HELLO, WE DUN GIVE OUT FREE PLASTIC BAGS CAN!! try to save the earth can??? we only provide plastic bags when the wrapped gifts are too big to be put inside the original bags.. and i really dun like some picky customers.. they're JUST stubborn!! they will say like " miss, i want this bow to be here.. no.. HERE..". "miss, i want to wrapper to be this big..". "i dun like this, wrap another one for me?". can u just USE the words "CAN YOU or PLEASE??". hahaX.. so that's all the angry stuffs i have.. today's gonna be a tough day ahead.. i had to work till 12midnight today.. so gonna go.. =) byes.. blog more soon.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-12-05T19:20:00.000-08:00

2007-12-01T06:39:00.000-08:00

hahaX.. today's is saturday.. and yet i have to work.. it's my third day at work and i could only use 3 words to describe my feelings now.. that is
TIRED
TIRED
TIRED
ya.. super tired now.. and my poor leggy... have to stand 8hrs at the counter to wrap christmas gifts.. and my poor hand.. all the paper cuts.. BUT i love the job.. cos.. i got to see lots of people.. meet lots of people especially KIDS!!! HahaX.. and i feel very contented when i see the people's smiling faces after i helped them wrap the gifts.. the weekends are always the most busiest days thus i couldnt rest today.. but a customer say that my wrapping skills is very good.. so happy can!!! hahaX.. okay.. shall stop blogging.. cos i'm tired.. tml i have to work in the morning too.. nites everyone.. will post the pictures i took at the workplace soon.. =D btw, can come and look for me @ robinsons @ centrepoint level 4, the gift wrapping counter.. =) nites nites.. tcare all of you!!

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-11-27T00:18:00.001-08:00

here are the photos as promised.. enjoy.. =D

the steamboat.. nice and delicious.. yummy..

the tea leaves

me and my little bro at the BOH tea centre..

the background are the tea plantations..

more tea plantations..

this is the entrance of the BOH tea centre..

me! at the bee farm..

the white containers are the bee hives.. lots of bee around the area..

at shop., this is a pincher plant.

cactus.. the red thingy is its flower.. just found out that cactus DO indeed have flowers.. lolX.. a bit ashamed that i do not know this fact.. =X

this is the place where they plant the vegetables..

the white tents are the place where they grow strawberries.. didnt went down there cos need to pay Rm20 to go down to pluck the strawberries.. EX right??

these are the strawberries i took at the shop.. =)

this is the city of bukit binchang..

another shot of a place near our hotel..

the market place.. there was a bigger market place where i went at night but i didnt take the photo of it cos i forgot to bring my camera woth me..

the view of cameron highlands..

more shots..

this is the hotel i stayed in in KL.. this hotel was must better and grand than thr hotel in cameron highlands..

the twin tower of KL..

that's all i have.. thanks for your time in looking at my pictures.. tcare and enjoy your holidays.=)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-11-26T05:49:00.000-08:00

hi everyone! i'm finally back from malaysia.. hahaX.. went there with my parents and my brother's school. the trip to KL/cameron highlands was supposed to be 3 days 2 nights but alas it was a 4 days 3 nights trip all thanks to the Singapore checkpoint. hahaX.. i was supposed to reached s'pore at 10pm yesterday but i arrived in s'pore at 12.30am, which was past midnight. that counts a day and a night.. =D hahaX.. anyway, we're so LUCKY to witness the first in HISTORY that the computer system in s'pore checkpoint was down. all cars, lorries, buses, people were stranded.. and we're like half way in between malaysia and singapore.. lolX.. like a bunch of lonely, homeless people cos we've already came out of malaysia and couldn't get into singapore. since the computers couldn't lock in, the poor immigration officers had to write down each and everyone's particulars and find the whole list of singaporeans before letting them into singapore. then, we saw many cars cutting queues. it even caused the police officers to come and call the drivers to turn back and queue again. maybe they even got a fine for cutting queues. anyway, we took the photo of the negotiation and thought of sending it to stomp but didn't sned it in the end. will post the pictures next time. inside the immigration hall, it was really chaotic. there are people pushing and cutting queues everywhere.. wow.. i think that it was the first time the hall wasnt BIG. and we couldn't even get into the hall.. imagine the crowd?? OMG.. then we followed a parent and squeezed our way to the the front right side where there are fewer people and the air is must fresher. since the computer broke down, we couldn't use the express lanes where you just have to scan our passport and thumbprint. after waiting for a hour or plus plus, THANK GOD the computer finally could work. hahaX.. so that's how i managed to get back to singapore or else i'll reach back maybe 6am today??? lolX.. anyway, we went shopping by taking the monorial to bukit bintang shopping centre. reach there at around 9pm. i was quite shocked that there are still so many people doing last minute shopping there. and there was even a beauty contest going on. the streets are also very crowded and buzzing with people. hahaX.. love the atmosphere there.. anyway, we were lucky that we didnt meet or see any riots going on there.. and the monorial was okay.. cos when we came back from malaysia, i heard from the news that there were riots and the monorial de-railed there.. THANKS GOD again. =) we stayed at KL for a day before proceeding to cameron highlands. we took the new route which was gentler. thus very few people vomit. the air at cameron was very fresh and cold. it was like having an air con in the hot sun. hahaX.. cool right?? the scenery there was SUPER nice luh!! all the mountains, greenery, waterfalls, buildings, plantations.. OMG!!! i love cameron highlands!! will post the pictures at my next blog. we visited strawberry farms, BOH tea plantations, bee farm etc. anyway, the nightlife there was great too.. we could only shop during our spare time, that was the night. me and my dad went to explore the local market. bought lots of things there.. and the most surprising thing was that we bargained 2 shirts at a price of RM22. actually the shirt cost $20 each. then the shop owner gave us a discount which brings the price down to $15. but my dad didnt bring much money out as he left his wallet in the hotel. then we are surprised that the shop owner decide to sell us 2 shirts at a price of RM22.. hahaX.. really worth it.. heheX.. had steamboat dinner on the second night. that was the best dinner ever!! hahaX.. most filling of all.. hahaX.. the third day was all the travelling back to singapore. i slept most of the time back.. 17 hours of travelling which is mostly due to traffic jams and that one of the mini vans broke down.

hahaX.. so that's all for my trip to malaysia.. hahaX.. this was the longest post i have ever written.. hahaX.. will post the pictures at my next post as i'm very lazy to upload the pictures into my computer.. =X

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-11-22T05:36:00.001-08:00

hi everyone!!! going malaysia tml.. so wont be posting anything for this 3 days.. heheX.. await for my pictures ba!! =) tcare everyone!!

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-11-16T06:26:00.000-08:00

hihi.. new blog skin for a new tomorrow.. hahaX.. here are some of the photos my dearest SHANYI took on our class gathering trip to SENTOSA on the 10th oct.. heheX.. you all must be so honoured that i'm so kind to let you all admire these pictures.. hahaX.. =)

me and peiting trying to bite chong lik's soccer ball.. sorry chong lik.. yum yum.. your

soccer ball looks delicious to us..

the guys.. dunnoe quite know what they are doing.. =X

the girls.. from left: jasmine, peiting, joan, me and yingjie.

we again.. this time with our photographer, shanyi.. the bishan queen. we asked a passerby to help us take this picture cos the guys went down to swim..

the sand castle we built.. ONLY the girls.. cos the guys went swimming.. TALL rite?? but a bit of a failure.. cos we cant make the REAL castles..

sunset.. see the horizon.. SUPER NICE!!! =D

the sunset.. with the background of the trees..

that's me with the tree.. do i look like filing for those oldern shows?? =X

me and joan.. do we look like those drama series where a guy and girl hides down the tree?? hahaX..

that's jasmine.. the tree climber.. =) hahaX.. cute rite?? super strong i should say..

me and peiting.. hahaX.. "zhi lian-ing"

me!! always hungry.. cant wait to finish the tree up.. HEH HEH HEH.. =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-11-08T06:52:00.000-08:00

Here are some pictures of my PW group. we took them after our OP, which meant celebratino for us as it's the LAST of PW.. heheX.. we went to J8 to have lunch together at pastamania together.. NY106 FOREVER!! A very BIG thank you to my fellow PW members.. thanks for all your effort.. i really appreciate that.. =)

our names that we pasted on the pillar outside our classroom.. =)

my fellow group memeber- shanyi.. always the one who brings laughter to us..

opps... that's me.. =D

here's Joan.. THANKS for your hard work.. helping me whenever i need it..

that's us.. me, shanyi, joan, joshua and melvin.. CHEERS!!! hope we'll get good grades.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-11-08T06:43:00.000-08:00

phew.. finally i found out that i neglected my blog.. sorrie bloggie.. i know i'm in the wrong.. haiX.. too busy to blog... hmmm...

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!! although it is a little late, just wanna wish you guys have a lovely and happy "holiday"!! called it a "holiday" cos it's just a day.. pathetic right?? should have given us a week to enjoy.. GEEEES... anyway, we're already enjoying right?? not much difference.. except all those stinky lectures we have almost everyday.. =(

anyway, great news for you all.. i've got a job at robinsons!! maybe when you guys coming shopping at centrepoint during the christmas period, come look for me at the gift wrapping section.. maybe i could help you all to wrap your gifts?? =D Geees... must have trust in me kae?? i'll do my best to wrap nicely.. hahaX..

*YAWNS.. so blog another time.. cya guys.. take care and smile always.. catch up with you all come other time.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-10-07T04:28:00.000-07:00

hi everyone!! finally i got time to BLOG!! hahaX.. actually i did not really have time although it's after promos.. there's still like lots of things for me to accomplish. =( lots.. now there's still WR to rush and this week, there's still the reality i have to face. really scared if i'm the one who needs to get retained. 0820 next yr?? =X NONONO!! it cant be right.. hahaX.. maybe i'll try to stay positive.. hmmm... maybe i'll top j1 next yr??? =D

hahaX.. let me just summarise my life after promos.. hmmm.. after chemistry paper 1, i went to settlers' cafe @clarke quay with kim, joan and peiting. quite a nice and fun place actually. we screamed, played games till me and peiting got a sorethroat.. that's really bad right? hmmm.. and after that, we went chomp chomp to EAT!!! hahaX.. i ate REAL full that day.. =) maybe that's another 2kg??

then, for the following day, i went to school to do pw.. that's noring so i shall not dwell too much on that..

hmmm.. and yesterday, went with ariel, xiaoting, sherling, xinying, zy and peiting to FISH & CO @ dhouby ghaut (opps.. dunnoe how to spell =X) to celebrate pt's bdae!! hahaX.. sherling says she still cant forget the shockness in pt's face when she saw us.. hahaX.. anyway, all the best to you, pt and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

-x ii an gg yuu

2007-07-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYONE!! I'LL STOP POSTING ON THIS BLOG TILL I FINISH MY PROMOS.. YUP.. IT'S SUPER SUPER DUPER IMPORTANT TO ME.. YUP.. SO CYA TILL THEM.. I PROMISE YOU ALL I WILL DEFINITELY POST A LOT DURING THE DECEMBER HOLS!! CYA AND TCARE!! =D

-x ii an gg y uu =)

2007-07-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. long time never post on my blogger.. so i shall post one super long today.. hmm.. let's start with the last saturday when i went to MINDS cafe with my cousins. this was the first time i went out with my cousins. hahaX.. we palyed board games there and it was SUPER SUPER fun.. hahaX.. after that, we went to eat dinner. setted down at a hainanese chicken rice stall.. ordered half a chicken, kangkong, dou fu and octopus. quite surprising that the 5 of us finished all the food. then we headed to a nearby shop to eat BEANCURD!!!!! woots!! hahaX.. beancurd ROCKS MY WORLD!!!! hahaX.. anyway, we ate beanncurd, you tiao, and some shui jing bao. we couldnt finish all the food. but in order to SAVE THE EARTH, we decided to play zhong ji mi ma where the loser gets to finish the food as according.. hahaX.. quite fun. lucky i wasnt the one finishing up the food. after that, all of us refuse to go home so early. we couldnt think up of a way to pass our time so we scroll along douby ghaut. haahX.. in the end, we ended up at the National Museum.. saw lots of exhibitions and lots lots of photos there.. after that, we headed to Istana Park to chat before heading home at around 10 plus. hahaX.. here are some pictures taken by my PHONE!!

this is a game where the more monkeys that drop out after u pulled out the sticks, you'll lose the game.. =D hahaX.. FUNFUNFUN!!!

these are the monkeys my bro got..

these are the monkeys i got.. hahaX..

my 2 cousins and my bro at the extreme right.. =)

me and my cousin.

my cousin. =D

me and my cousin..

my cousins.. at the door.. the second one was my bro.. =)

FIREWORKS!!!

hmmm.. should be long enough???

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-07-06T05:59:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. never post for soooo long already.. actually, that's nothing interesting in my life that is worth posting.. hahaX.. today was like another day of school. except today we started school at 9am and end at 1pm!! PW was as usual B-O-R-I-N-G....... haiX.. anyway, after that, i went to city hall to meet hweeling and we went shopping for our friends bday pressie!! heheX.. must be very honoured to be my friends ba.. but hey, kim, i'll give yours at a later date.. dun really know to buy for you so i guess i'm gonna shop till i find something.. heheX.. dun blame me kae??? =D anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOYCELYN!!!!! =)) all the best in whatever you do and FRIENDS FOREVER!!! smile always and take care~ =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-07-02T18:32:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. finally today's listening compre.. after this and NO MORE MIDYRS!!! hahaX.. hmm.. went out with hweeling on friday after my chinese paper.. went to PS and shop till 8plus.. hahaX.. long time never shop till so late already.. took some photos at comics connection..

this ish tu tou de serene.. heheX.. SERENE!! dun scold me kae?? I'M INNOCENT!! =X

this is the centre parting serene.. =X

the gatsbee(opps.. dunnoe how to spell =X) serene..

hahaX.. that's all i have.. hahaX.. good luck everyone for listening compre ltr.. =D tcare!

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-06-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. tml's the so called last paper for midyrs.. speaking of that, i'm stilling slacking.. waiting for the night to come before i start studying my physics.. hahaX.. tml after 3.10 i'll be FREE at last.. free from all the notes, tys.. everything.. hahaX.. but i think next week is for me to moan.. think i gonna fail for all my subjects.. i saw a qns in my tys, then i dunnoe how to do. i saw the thing put FM (Further Maths) so i dunnoe ask ask anyone how to solve it. quite stupid of me. cos the qns came out for mid yrs. STUPID.. think i should really beat myself for not wanting to find out the solutions. T.T then econs and chem didnt go as smooth as they werent my best subjects. haiX.. waiting to fail.. hahaX.. if i can pass all my subects i will be SUPER happy already.. really.. hahaX.. =D

P.S. GOOD LUCK GUYS FOR TML'S PHY!!!

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-06-19T01:48:00.000-07:00

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why???!!! still cant believe javin got out.. 2nd best also cant get in.. 30% votes only.. haiX.. quite sad.. think the CSS ppl count votes that time forget to add a digit 1 in front or a digit 0 at the back.. still cant believe a guy who got the least marks could get in while javin could not.. haiX.. nvm... still have revival round.. hope he gets in by then. today went back to school for chem tutorials. then we were talking abt the CSS.. hahaX.. so funny.. me tell joan that we'll vote for javin during the revival round. then suddenly talk abt the SMS fees. 60 cents plus GST. then i suddenly remembered that GST going to increase in july. lolX.. think one SMS will become 1 buck le.. hahaX.. guys, MUST SUPPORT JAVIN KAE??? hahaX.. nanyang ROX!!!! =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-06-08T23:40:00.000-07:00

hi guys.. sick today.. haiX.. quite sad that i couldnt go for the BBQ today. really really looking forward to it. haiX.. sorry to all my 4F'06 friends. really, i hoped to see you guys real much, but.. haiX.. u guys have fun kae?? hahaX.. me meet next time ba.. =D end of year we play hard together. XD hmmm.. thanks everone for the comments about my songs. i'll promise to write more songs. *grins. maybe some cheerful songs. hahaX..

yesterday, we went to NUS to have a "lesson" with doctor liew. hahaX. i was so happy that all my members actually went for the interview. i mean it was the last minute and everybody was busy but we managed to go for the interview. really very touched. NUS food was SUPER cheap kae?? i ate yun tun mian and it was only $1.80. oh gosh. and it was quite nice. hahaX.. here are some pictures that i took at NUS. =)

leopard. at NUS science museum. =D

the monkey who died in a car accident. he's one of the rare species. and they decided to preserve him. in the sci museum too.

this ish the map of singapore!! hahaX.. nice?? it's taken from satellite.

*grins. these are the pictures taken secretly by me when we're in the research office. hahaX.. doctor liew is siting in front of the computer. the one wearing the white shirt. hahaX.. actually, he's quite a nice guy.. =D

me and joan.. =)ME!!!

shanyi and me with "COOL" glasses!! =D

WE!! LIFE!! with dr liew.. CHEESE.. =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-06-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

Suddenly feel like composing a song..
Hmmmmm….

我在车站徘徊了很久
时间一分一秒的流失
迟迟的眼泪
热热地从我眼角留下来

你已经走向自己的未来
而我却还在原点
默默地希望回到从前
回到你温暖的怀抱里

Chorus:

但时间永远都不会再回来
失去了就永远都不会再回来
我们的爱
在夏天满满的淡化

但时间永远都不会再从来
放弃了就永远都不会在从来
我们的爱
永远只能收在心堂的最顶头

不要跟我说对不起
你和我
都已是过去的人
永远只能做永不分离的好朋友

Nice?? Remember to give me some feedbacks kae? Will write a better one in future.. =D I promise.. hmmm.. this is the second song I wrote so far and the first Chinese song. lolX.. could not think of any title for it.. sorry guys.. =X

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-06-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. i was dead tired today!! and SUPER hungry after the SMART financial boardgame competition. i was a facilitator and my job was to guide the secondary school kids in playing the boardgame. it was FUN but SUPER tiring. i was so happy that the thing ended around 5.30pm. at least i got to rest. but it turned out that we had to clear i-space and carry the tables and chairs around. i was hungry by them and went to the school's nearby hawker centre to eat roti prata. really tempted by joan. haiX. but the prata was super nice and super cheap. hahax. imagine an egg prata for only 1 buck. lolX.. hmmm.. anyway, here are the datails for the event. we had to meet at 730 in i-space the clear the area and pack the games nicely. hahaX.. at about 9.30am, the secondary schools kids began streaming in. joan's group has a SUPER kawaii guy. hahaX.. too bad he's younger and shorter than me. SEC 4 somemore. lolX.. wonder how guys grow nowadays. then joan was insisiting that the guy in my group was even better looking. hahaX.. think he's a malay or a mixed blood. anyway, my group members were very high and we had lots of FUN!! hahaX.. the SMU guy was so funny. hahaX.. always saying that i'm blur. which i seriously dun agree.. hahaX.. asked him lots of questions about the cards. in the competition round, our group did not win anything. the most was 11M, which i think was a lot. =) great job GUYS!!!! =)) the food was acceptable and NICER than the food NCHS always give us. hahaX.. quite a relieve that i'm in NYJC now.. *grins.

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-29T04:32:00.000-07:00

another new day.. or should i say night.. hmmm.. i love mr lau's lessons!! i mean whenever we call him individually to ask him questions, he will give us some talks about his life. i love to listen to adults telling their past stories.. =) somehow, i made me feel better.. today is the lesson about regret. he told us that JC life is the most tedious as compared to secondary school or even university. if we can pass through JC period, we'll succeed to becoming a better person. i love this. obstacles. so guys, lets jia you together and pull through JC period together. =) heard of the word xian ku hou tian? maybe we'll be able to enjoy a better life after JC!! =D actually, in life, i regretted a lot. thinking back, how i wish i didnt do that. but on another hand, if i really didnt do it, i wont be who i am standing right in front of you now. maybe that's how everyone learn from their mistakes and grow out of it. =D hahaX.. that's all for today.

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

another day of torturing lessons. actually i was super tired after travelling to and fro school. i slept on bus, mrt and everywhere else when i had the chance. hahaX.. even during chinese lessons. i was a bit guilty about that but i cannot help it!! sorry mr tan!! hahaX.. finally we finished the mindmap. hope everything goes alright and we can proceed with our interview!!! hahaX.. let me just talk about the prize giving ceremony that i attended today in Nan Chiau High School. =)

i reached NCHS at around 9.30am. finally back to my old school. when the school song was sang, all those memories just came back. i MISS my school!!! but maybe not that much since i already liked NY. but u all all know the feeling when u're back at the school which you accompanied you through a long period of time - a time where you are rebellious. you tried not to follow every rule as possible and be unique, so that you could get others attention. anyway, i was appointed a seat where i got to chat with my buddies peiyu and geraldine. hahaX. wasnt listening to the speakers or the performances as we were chatting all about our life now. found a shocking thing today - peiyu was in the same class as my PAE classmate, the one my whole class hated as he's attitude is just liek JUSTIN'S!! hahaX.. good luck to you, peiyu!! =) lolX.. then, the chior was really a success cos they're really a lot better than last years! and they got a gold award for SYF. anyway, i finally confirm that the top in subject award was for 0 lvl, not prelims.. hahaX.. still a bit shocking for me as a lot of people dropped from pure to combined science. hahaX.. and i could still get the award.. 80 bucks for me!!! YEAH!!! hahaX.. as for the distinctions award, they didnt have any money, which was quite sad. hahaX.. then we proceed to have our lunch in the canteen!!! buffet style!! the food was good.. sorry shanyi for not saving some for you. forgot all about it. anyway, i think it was hard to bring it back to school. heheX.. =X was quite happy that i top maths together with joan in the recent maths lecture test. a bit shocking for me cos i made lots of careless mistakes. hahaX.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-23T07:15:00.001-07:00

曙光-sharon au

每当我很不开心的时候
我总爱对自己说
这世界不是小小的屋檐
天空好大好远

不经过寒冬哪来梅花香
没有黎明怎么会有曙光
人生的道路崎岖或平坦
还不是要自己去承担

等待天亮期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂

等待天亮期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂

谁能够只有快乐不悲伤
遇到挫折不沮丧
人生的旅途怎样多变幻
要靠自己的判断

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

new post for today!! =) today just promised myself to stay cheerful and start a new day happyily. in the end, i was worst. dont know why i'm so sad today. was it because of the song "曙光" that i heard liangyu sang today? hmm.. finally found someone who loves and appreciate this song like i do. this song really gives me lots of memories. or should i say hidden memories that i buried in my heart for a long time. suddenly all these memories just came out. i saw how am i in the past. how immature, selfish, jealous in the past. how many fights over JEALOUSY. after all these., i would think of the song cause it always cheer me up during my moody times. really should thank the writer and sharon au for writing and singing this LOVELY song respectively. the words in the lyrics is soo meaningful. too bad i couldnt find the lyrics. one day when i found it, i definitely share it with you all.. heheX.. *grins =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

hey guys!!!! any kind soul??? can help me and my group do a survey?? it will only take up a short while.. thanks everyone!! you all rocks man!!! =D

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=559523905026

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

another day of tiring sch hours.. finally the blogger is back to its original. lolX.. today pon physics lesson to go back to NCHS for the prize giving ceremony rehearsal. qutie fun. got to meet all those peeps which i have not talked to them for ages. hahaX. suddenly feel that the award i was taking was SUPER lousy. everybody was like taking 6 dist, 7 dist, 8 dist and 9 dist. top in sub was good but - combine sci. a pure sci student taking combine sci and got the highest. tat's Soooo... i heard them say that those top in sub awards are based on Olvl results. that means.... I GOT THE HIGHEST FOR COMBINE SCI IN Os???? i hope so.. heheX.. went to CP with gel, peiyu and wendy tan.. window shop till about 6pm.. we went home because our bags were too heavy!! hahaX.. long time didnt go to shopping centres. hahaX.. gonna end here.. cos i was suppose to chat with my grp members abt PW and here i was.. typing my blog.. lolX.. (cnt let joan, shanyi, josh know abt this). =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-15T05:24:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. finally i passed my NAPFA!!! so happy todae that i cried after finish running. hmmm.. thinking back, maybe i was too emotional. but i was really happy. let me give u all some of my happiness. X D hahaX.. first time i could get a D for my 2.4km run. maybe the results bad for u guys but hey, i improved alot kae?? my last timing was 17.45. now, i improved by 1min plus!!! YEH!!! hahaX.. alothough i missed grade C by JUST 2sec, i was happy that i could attend PE once a week. PE- a lesson that i REALLY REALLY hate. yucks. i HATE running! really. 'cos my stamina wasnt very great and i would always vomit after running. hahaX.. but after having torturous PE for 2 times a week, i start to like running. hahaX.. maybe i should thank all my PE teachers. hahaX.. maybe after one year, i would LOSE WEIGHT!!! hahaX.. yeh, my ultimate aim!! i hope i'll go back to 40kg. heheX.. such a nice number right?? =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

another post!!! lyrics of 非你莫属. by tank!! the

lyrics is so MEANINGFUL!! a song which can

express my feelings now.. =D thanks tank!! kekeX..

=))

非你莫属

< 白 >: 你知道吗 ?

☆ 我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉 ☆

发生什么样子我好希望再来一次 ☆

懂得让我微笑的人

再没有谁比你有天份

轻易闯进我的心门

明天的美梦你完成

整个宇宙

浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球

全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属

我只愿守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属

也许会笑着哭

但那人是你所以

不怕苦

☆o0o0o0o0o0o☆

懂得让我流泪的人

给的感动一定是最深

在我心中留下伤痕

你同时点亮了星辰

整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球

全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属

我只愿守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属

也许会笑着哭

但那人是你所以

不怕苦

看那麽多相遇

偏偏只和你天

造地设般产生奇迹

哦我心的缝隙

我想除了你

任谁也无法填补这空虚

爱我非你莫属

我只愿守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属

也许会笑着哭

但那人是你所以

不怕苦

那人是你所以

不怕苦...

0o0 不怕苦 ☆...

gonna go revise phy le.. bye everyone!! XD take

care..

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-14T07:24:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. another post for today!!! hahaX.. just wanna JIA YOU everyone for physics test and 2.4km NAPFA test tml.. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!! hahaX.. =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. finally i found the BOX to type. hahaX.. tml's another torturous day. although today's the earliest dismissal of all the 5 days, i still had to endure the 7hours of sch. cos i went early to sch to do my GPP. hahaX.. so embarrassed. =X cos as a grp leader, i was late for the meeting. SORRY GUYS!!! all thanks to the traffic jam along the way. maybe i shouldnt blame the traffic jams. they're always there everyday.. just cant understand why the stretch of roads along serangoon had so many cars. haiX.. anyway, i felt that i was such a failure. i think that i wasnt a good leader. Melvin's late for about 1hr or 1 and a half and he didnt inform me that he's late. i felt so.. so.. i dunnoe wad words to discribe my feelings now. as usual, we had some arguments about this and that. sometimes i just think that the whole PW is only done by josh, joan and me. no offense to the others but that's what i think. i just finished editing the GPP and it's ten plus now. i didnt even have time to study for physics test tml. at least josh and joan helped me with sth. it was my fault that i didnt ask the others to help as we had to hand in tml and and i dont think the others had time to go online to do. haiX.. just hoped that i wont fail my phy test tml. i dont mind a sub pass. hahaX.. and i hoped that we'll get a good grade for our PW and that i will not fail my GP too badly. =D

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-02T05:29:00.000-07:00

this story is again abstracted from "tuesdays with morrie".. nice book!! teaches us all the moral values and it inspired me alot.. teach me how to be a better person.. hope i can be one next time.. *grins* :) this is how the story goes..

this story is about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He's enjoying the wind and the fresh air - until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore.

'My god, this is terrible,' the wave says. 'Look what's going to happen to me!'

'Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, 'Why do you look so sad?'

'The first wave says, ' You don't understand! We're all going to crash! All of us waves are oging to be nothing! Isn't it trouble?'

The second wave says, ' No, you don't understand. You're not a wave, you're part of the ocean.'

nice story rite??? i love the part where it says " You're not a wave, you're part of the ocean".. heheX..

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-05-02T05:20:00.000-07:00

歌曲：暧昧

歌手：杨丞琳专辑：恶魔在身边片尾曲

暧昧让人受尽委屈

找不到相爱的证据

何时该前进何时该放弃

连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心

直到等待失去意义

无奈我和你写不出结局

放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心

直到等待失去意义

不能用恨你却不住结局

放遗憾的美丽

停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈

找不到相爱的证据

何时该前进何时该放弃

连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里

毕竟有些事不可以

超过了友情还不到爱情

远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣

想太多是我还想你

我很不服气

也开始怀疑

眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈

找不到相爱的证据

何时该前进何时该放弃

连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心

直到等待失去意义

无奈我和你写不出结局

放遗憾的美丽

停在这里

到底该不该哭泣

想太多是我还想你

我很不服气

也开始怀疑

眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈

找不到相爱的证据

何时该前进何时该放弃

连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心

直到等待失去意义

无奈我和你写不出结局

放遗憾的美丽

停在这里

hahaX.. this song is dedicated to peiting.. hahaX..

there's meaning to it de wors!! hahaX.. =)) take care

everyone!! =))

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-04-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

i love this code!! taken from a book i recently read, "tuesdays with Morrie". nice book.. =) hmmm.. it goes like this "Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."

the other phrase is" The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in".

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-04-27T16:42:00.000-07:00

haiX.. today's another long day ahead.. it's SATURDAY and we had to GO to SCHOOL!!! till the night.. dont you think it's so torturing.. haiX.. life's like that.. but NY's fun, fun and more fun!!! hahaX.. especially 0720!! i'm liking the class more and more.. maybe PW is good.. i get to know a lot of new friends instead of just one.. heheX.. you all know who is that already.. hahaX.. maybe i'm quite shy.. so i seldom take the initiative to talk to people first.. hahaX.. maybe waiting for others to talk first.. =D i'm quite satisfied with my PW group.. a bunch of fun people.. hahaX.. hope we'll get good grades together kae?? hahaX.. yesterday, i went to tm to meet my pae friend.. hahaX.. so MISS her can??!! it's like months since we last met.. we planned to meet lots of times, bud no time as usual.. hahaX.. anyway, since friday we only had half day, i went to tm to meet her.. and she skipped her CCA because of me.. hahaX.. so we shopped in tm and century square.. mostly buying our own things, Mothers' Day present and also shopping for my another pae friend's present. we met zhong qing at century sq and i chat with her as usual.. hahaX.. long time since i met her.. hahaX.. hmmm.. maybe a year?? hahaX.. maybe you all would ask how i knew her.. her mum was my aunty's neighbour.. quite a long relationship right?? hahaX.. she was filming the clothes changing thingy.. hahaX.. and my friend kept saying how beautiful she was.. and when i told her, she laughed and kept saying thanks to us.. and she said "青春又美丽 right?” hahaX.. so funny.. lolX.. anyway, after she told me not to spend too much money on shopping, i went on a shopping spree and bought lots of things.. GOSH!! i'm broke now.. hahaX.. gonna go do PI le.. bye everyone.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-04-27T16:40:00.000-07:00

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand.

hahaX.. i got this in my e-mail and i think it was quite true about me.. hahaX.. if you all want the e-mail, tell me.. and i'll send you all.. hahaX.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-04-25T06:05:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. i'm quite lucky today.. firstly, my group members for PW is okay (SOMEONE wasn't in my group) and i AM the group leader.. everybody especially ****** who thinks that i'm a slacker!!! maybe i'll try to prove to him OR them that I'M NOT!!! so hurting man.. i admit that i slack sometimes but ultimately, i still do my homework!!! okay.. i'm too overboard.. hmmm.. after school.. i have my CCA, which was Biz Club.. As an exco nominee, we had to do a series of speeches, Q&As as well as interviews.. Oh Gosh! i screwed up the whole thing man... i was like there's nothing to talk about!! they asked questions like "what are your strengths and weakness?" and "what qualities do you think you have which other people do not have?" OMG!!! that's a very BHB question.. how am i going to answer?? it's like boosting about yourself.. i mean all these things you have to socialise with the person for a long time before you could know his/her personality.. how could one just judge the other's personality by just his/her words.. lolX.. after CCA, it rained heavily.. i was soaking wet when i reached home.. hmmm... hope i won't catch a cold or fever tomorrow.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-04-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

hmmm... today's my mood's better.. hahaX.. let me share with you all a phrase.. that is...

" always treasure what you have, if not when you lose it, you will regret.. "

hahaX.. that's so true, can.. hahaX.. =)

2007-04-21T21:51:00.000-07:00

mum, sorry for the things i did that made you angry.. if i ate my lunch early that day, you wont have scolded me.. if i didnt sit at the computer for long hours, you wont scold me either.. really want to say sorry to you.. i cant imagine living a day without you.. all the household chores, my longings, our normal chats... i'll try to be more obedient so that you wont have to scold me or nag at me at times.. i will try.. i'll be strong and go to university to prove to others that you have such a great daughter.......

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-04-20T04:03:00.000-07:00

another week passed.. and I'm still slacking.. at least i'm quite done with my PI.. quite satisfied that Mr Lau dint pin point too much about my proposal.. :D today was a normal day for me.. except that time drags slowly.. and i felt like sleeping at times.. today, i was so LOST!!! i don't know what Mr Wan is talking about during chemistry lecture.. really got to find a day to look through my notes.. =D gee.. got to go.. wanna go play maple.. cya~ =)))))))

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-04-18T03:29:00.000-07:00

haiX.. so fan nao today.. bad day for me... so unlucky.. why should such things fall on me!!! wad have i done wrong?? why i have to do or be something i dun like?? why cant i just be myself??!!! why cant i just lead a simple life??? so many obstacles ahead of me.. i felt like breaking down.. W-H-Y??!!! i'm so stressed with work and yet i still have so many problems to solve.. i just wan to be happy.. isit very difficult?? those who think that i'm always happy, u're wrong.. i will still be unhappy sometimes.. i'm a human being.. please treat me like one.. i still have feelings..

-x ii an gg y uu

2007-04-16T01:09:00.000-07:00

another day passed.. and another rainy day.. i'm hatting rainy days more and more.. dont you all think that rainy days always obstruct you in doing what you have planned to do?? so many rainy days have passed and yet, i still didnt see you.. is that called "fate"?? hahaX.. let's not talk about things that dampen my mood.. let's talk about interesting things that happen in school today.. actualy there arent much.. except that i got C for maths because of handling my work late.. =( and we didnt get a chance to SHOWCASE our PROFESSIONAL gp essay today.. that was a fortunate thing because our essay were the lousiest among them.. Eugene's group did very well in their essay and mrs too said they ocunld only get a C grade.. OMG!! then wad about us.. an E grade?? lolX.. i hope we dont have to have harsh PE trainings tml AGAIN.. ='(

-x ii an gg y uu

出口-飞轮海

2007-04-13T21:04:00.000-07:00

出口

作词:施人诚

作曲:庄景云

编曲:吕绍淳

演唱:飞轮海

飞轮海-出口

红着眼你轻轻碰我的手

对不起你喃喃地说

我的难过不只你又伤了我

还有你变得这样擅长认错

叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦

怎么会爱只剩这一些

是不是时间把人变得傻了点

明明有过快乐却忘了怀念

如果我可以不再迷恋

迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味

也许就能够不再有期待

期待你回来约好的未来

我听着你说爱我

感觉却如此寂寞

笑容只维持几秒就变酸了

此刻我只想找一个出口

逃离这混乱荒谬

爱不爱改天再说

我想你真的爱我

但我也真的很痛

不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的

哪里才会有离开你的出口

可是我离开以后

能往哪里走

听着你说好爱我

感觉却不是感动

这一次拥抱以后还有没有

谁能告诉我哪里有出口

能让我逃出这个

我快沉没的漩涡

就算真找到出口

the parts in blue is very meaningful.. so i highlighted it.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

it's SATURDAY!!

2007-04-13T18:42:00.000-07:00

hahaX.. time passes really fast.. another weekend for me.. things have been going on QUITE smoothly for me.. hahaX.. except that more and more HW is piling on top of me.. i'm still aching from yesterday's PE training.. i suddenly have a thinking tat she was training us for NS.. LOL.. now i cant turn my body too fast.. all thanks to her.. =D hahaX.. yesterday me and peiting was joking about leon.. cos we went to AMK HUB then we saw a board with writings "JEAN YIP" then below the words were"Leonard" hahaX.. SO FUNNY.. hahaX.. we even took photos of that.. =D then we cracked some stupid jokes which contributed to my aching now.. hahaX.. =D

-x ii an gg y uu

9th april...

2007-04-09T01:45:00.000-07:00

wow.. 2 years have passed.. time flies.. *recalling the first time we met* hmmm... today's a rainy day as usual.. maybe that's a reason why i dun like rainy days.. was it because i dun wan to remember u?? or was it other reasons??

we'll always see each other during rainy days bud y didn't i see u today?? maybe god's wanting me to forget u.. and be back my true self.. maybe i should try to stay stronger and try to find back the cheery me.. hahaX..

after a heavy downpour and the sun will be out.. i might see a rainbow.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu

finally...

2007-04-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

PHEEWWW... fianally finished my PI.. i was panicking whether i could finish it on time.. AND... i did it!!! OMG!!! it's such a good achievement for me.. hahaX.. one of the resons might be i'm veyr slack.. hahaX..fianally i dun have to worry about tat anymore.. just concentrate on my GP test.. hahaX..

songs listened: an jing by jay chou
-x ii an gg y uu

mural painting..

2007-04-06T05:08:00.000-07:00

Wow.. yesterday was so tiring as we were painting the murals at block 234A for the NYJC's 30th anniversary.. i thought we could finish it by 12noon bud we took another 4 more hours to finish.. it was very fun painting the murals and chit chatting with my classmates.. hahaX.. class bonding.. hahaX.. the playground was a fun place to relieve your stress.. maybe part of me was trying to find back my childhood life- something tat ish less stressful and no HW to think about!!!

here are some photos tat Vivienne and the others took:

gee.. see my ORANGE fingerprints.. hahaX.. there's peiting in the background.. hahaX..

me and peiting..

help me.. i'm been stucked in jail..

hahaX.. peiting's also in jail.. we're innocent!! wad have we done wrong!! GET US OUT NOW!!

me and peiting (i love tis pic!!)

tat's our Ct, mr tan

me, pt and mr tan =)

WHEE!!!! so fun!!

peiting, me and shanyi (from left) we're the future PAINTERS!! call us at XXXXXXXX if u need us to help u paint ur house. =)

liangyu, pingmei, me, peiting, xiuhao (from left) i wander were there blue patches on liangyu's neck.. hahaX.. =)

girls of 0720!! not all.. from left, peiting, eunice, shanyi, me, viv, kim, yingjie, jas =)

we're proud to be mei nv club!! from right, viv(no.1), pt, me, fish, shanyi, pingmei, xiuhao, gerald, kim, joan(no. 10)

wow.. look there.. hahaX.. are there beautiful things there? why are the mei nvS looking and pointing at that direction?? hahaX.. =)

peiting, me, kim and joan with the CUTTIE!! hahaX..

0720 simply ROX!!! hahaX.. =)

I LOVE 0720!!! =)

btw, thanks to everyone for helping to finish the murals and also viv for bringing her cam to take e photos.. thanks!!

after tat, i went to kovan to meet up with hweeling, joycelyn and haolun to have dinner together.. hahaX.. haolun did not join us for dinner so tat leave the 3 of us.. joy has to go home early so we sent her to e bus-stop.. then ruth came to join us.. hahaX.. i'm so happy tat she came.. long time since she went out with us.. =)

-x ii an gg y uu =)